Tonight I am uber emotional! My baby turns 2 years old in a week and a half and I am having a hard time dealing with it. I love seeing her grow and learn and I know it has to happen, but it all seems like such a blur. The past 2 years have just gone way too fast and it truly has been the best time of our lives.
I remember holding this teeny tiny life in my arms for the 1st time and at that time I was sobbing like a crazy girl as well. Those were tears of amazement, awe and pure pride with the perfect little girl that we created. She really has made us whole and I am so blessed to have her and my husband.
I had an emotional time with her 1st birthday too. Why do I feel like it is only going to get harder and harder each and every year? Tonight as I watched her strut her stuff around the house, the tears began to flow. My hubby knows how I am, so he just looks at me and smiles. Ella heard me sniffling and went out to the kitchen. When she came back she said “here mommy” and handed me a napkin. Oh my god, this brought the tears on stronger.
Everyday I count my blessings for this angel in our lives. I am proud to be her mommy! She is and always will be my baby.
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